Sad and stressed

I’m 40 days into 75Hard. I’ve been successful with the program itself but am starting to feel sad, stressed, and guilty. I have zero time for my fiancé and I to hangout together. We got a puppy a week before I started and I’m not getting any time with her or our other dog. My house is a mess. All I do is 75 and work. I work retail sales so my days never look the same. I miss normal life a lot. After I finish my fiance and I are getting married and it’s making me sad because this is supposed to be a really happy and mushy and exciting time for us and it’s just not. Right after we get married we plan on trying for a baby and if we’re successful off the bat then chances are the first trimester will get again turn my world upside down. I don’t know what I’m looking for here. Just needed to vent.