How do I get over being 5’0 at 19M?

I just don’t think I’ll ever be able to. People will tell me “get your money up” and “hit the gym” and I am hitting the gym trying to lose weight but I don’t think my utter disdain for my height will ever wither. I’ve been 5’0 for as long as I can remember, puberty added maybe 1-2 inches and that’s about it, didn’t hit the lottery but I wasn’t expecting to because my parents are 5’1 and 5’0. But no matter how rich I get or how hard I hit the gym, I don’t think this insecurity will ever fade. I’m just so tired of looking like a child with a beard slapped on. I’m so grateful for my beard because it’s the thing the stops me from looking like a child, otherwise you wouldn’t be able to tell me apart from a 6th grader. Like seriously facial hair sets me apart physically from a middle schooler? No amount of confidence will change the fact that I will always no matter what look like a child. I don’t think a woman deserves someone this short either, like if I can’t accept who I am than no one else can. I can’t even fathom a girl liking me, I don’t even know if I have anything that sets me apart from the rest. And I know if I don’t change something I’ll be cooked forever. I mean men AND women are just getting taller and taller these days, with being shorter than 5’5 for a man practically one in a million. I don’t want my future son, if I have one, to be this short because unless if I find a 6’0 woman my children WILL be exceptionally short. I know it’s my future son that doesn’t even exist’s life and he’s the one that’s going to decide how he feels for himself but I don’t want to place a curse like that on him but there’s just nothing I can do. If it’s a girl though it’s fine. It’s so futile because I know I can’t do anything about it and I’ll be living like this for the rest of my life but man that doesn’t make me feel any better. Searching for experiences from short men and you know what they all have in common? Not below 5’5, and I’m at the end of the fucking bracket. Call me 4’11 at this point, it’s the same thing anyway. People will say “social media has skewed your perception” no, no it hasn’t. (Ok well maybe but not entirely) It’s being 8 entire long inches from the average that’s affected my perception. Like I’m not even remotely close to anything remotely “impressive”. Men lie about their height and there’s 0 reason for me because, again, I’m not anywhere near an impressive height for me to lie so I might as well just give in. Being in college sucks because Im seeing people double my height and I’m looking like I just got out of middle school. Like I barely have any masculine traits in me, do I just become a femboy?