I told her I’m in love with her :/

I told my friend I’m in love with her, we’re colleagues too working together as docs in a hospital for a few more months approximately 5 more. She said she has a boyfriend that she likes and she’s invested in that relationship. She would never mention that to my face before but I always knew he existed, they are in a long distance relationship. We’ve been friends for 6 years, same group of friends and all. I really wanna be with her. I’ve tried talking to other girls but I’m still stuck on her. I don’t know what’s next . I really don’t know where to post this 🥲