AIO??

My boyfriend/ex and i have been together as a total of 1.5 yrs. i love him, but our political views do not align. i am 16, and so his he. he makes r/pe jokes about children, and is honestly really racist/makes racist jokes. every time i try to bring this up to him im never prepared enough with “instances” when he is saying these things. so, he always wins the argument because i give up on trying to get him to stop. he is a really sweet guy and has never made me feel like i had to do something i didn’t want to do. sometimes i feel like he’s good and then he reminds me of his humor and opinions and then i start thinking otherwise. also, i am going to bring up some controversial things, so please do not bring your personal views on anything right now. he thinks i hate men because i chose the bear, he pretty much assumes all people of minorities(specifically black and hispanic) are either illegal, or raised wrong. i cannot tell you how many times he’s seen hispanic people that don’t look like they came from here and called them “illegals”. i don’t think that’s okay at all. as well as when he sees videos or black people acting a certain way(literally could be anything but calm and collected), he says they’re raised wrong and raised to hate white people. which i know isn’t true. i love him, i do. but i can’t get past his views and i genuinely think some of the things he says are OUTRAGEOUS. (mind you, he’s 16 and mexican.) additionally, i broke up with him as of august,2024. we keep deciding on no contact but i cant go atleast a day without him. i don’t know how to leave and be okay. should i leave? or am i overreacting and the things he says aren’t really that bad?