i don’t know if i should go to prom
general advice is also very appreciated, hope you all are well
female 17, prom is in a few months but i still have my worries... was diagnosed with anxiety and depression a while ago and started zoloft after prozac didn't work. i deal with anxiety attacks everyday, often multiple ones a day, and i have to leave class very often due to them. i also deal with a lot of obsessive thinking about guilt and morality.
i don't have a lot of friends, probably around three people i know still stayed by my side through all this. they all are planning to go to prom but i genuinely don't know what to do. i'm scared of getting any attacks there due to the noise, all the people, or even just my thoughts. i also don't feel really comfortable dressing feminine sometimes and i'm quite insecure about my body so a dress is off the table.
i would really appreciate some advice if you guys have any.