I have lost faith in MY love life / marriage

My educational qual - Commerce grad - tier 1 clg Mdi gurgaon - MBA CFA Workex post mba - 5 yrs Location - gurugram

Investments/savings/assets 1. Living in own house with parents - no loan - 3 bhk (around 2 CR) 2. 1 house under Affordable housing scheme (around 80 lakhs) 3. Savings of 10 lakhs rn (only me) 4. My mom and dad will have around 50 lakhs when my mom will retire in another 5 years but I am not counting it as savings.

Looks - Id rate myself 7 due to my height which is 5ft 8 inch. I workout regularly and have a good body in shape and a fair complexion

Working as a consultant in big 3 with 62 lpa salary. Since I graduated from MBA I have just been career oriented because my family had huge loans including my mba fee and a home loan of 70 lakhs. These 5 years my parents and I worked out ass off to pay loans over 1.2 CR. Although now since I have paid all the loans I wanted to spoil myself (go on trips nd all) but my parents insisted me on marrying.

Family background - My father is 10th fail, had a very bad career and merely earns 50k a month, and will most probably retire in 1 year. My mother is a school headmistress , earning 1.2 LPM and she'll also retire in around 5-6 years.

I have gone on dates with 10 girls, out of which I felt I had connection with 4 girls and we loved spending time with each other but at the end all denied due to my father's background. This wasted my 1 year and now I'm emotionally exhausted that I'm not in a position to meet someone because just today another one rejected me. At this point, I just feel like a loser because all I dreamt of when I was 18 was having a good career, earning good money so that I don't have to worry abt small expenses as my parents did and have a beautiful wife.