Does anyone hate Chinese New Year?

I’ve always felt hatred towards this holiday because I am forced to gather with toxic family members, grin and bear with it while they spew insults or sarcasm.

As I become an adult, I would often escape Chinese New Year celebrations by flying overseas for my own holiday. This year, unfortunately, I have to save my travel fund for other reasons.

I still live with my parents at the moment so it is extremely difficult to reject all visitations. Wanted to know if anyone feels as miserable as I do during this period?