I found an autism specialist in my town

And she takes Medicare/Medicaid. I was utterly gobsmacked. I still can't quite believe it.

I had my first session with her 2 weeks ago. My next one is this week. At the first one, she took a history. I really wasn't able to talk about the things I wanted to talk about....what I want in a therapeutic relationship. Which I have never done before. In the last 28 years of therapy, I have never stated my wants and needs. I am nervous. It's a good thing, but very scary.

Edit: I don't want to give my exact town. But, I don't think I have to. Here is the link I found for her: https://www.blessinghealth.org/doctors/tara-huber . She's licensed in Missouri and Illinois.

Edit 2: They'll probably answer the phone saying pediatrics. But, she sees adults.

Edit 3: Hey, check it out. I figured out how to link web pages, at least. It's a start....