how do i get better

i want to get better to become a better partner

ive done dbt before but it hasnt been too effective because the therapists have always left before i could get too concrete with them; should i just try again? i want to stop having bpd so badly and to just be a normal person again; I want to be a good honest normal partner to my girlfriend, I love her so much but my actions keep affecting our relationship in terrible ways, i want to get better for her sake

for our sake

i need to get better for us, how can i get better

how do you guys handle it when you guys get jealous for example? or when you feel as if you're being abandoned?

someone please respond, im grasping at straws and begging someone please tell me what i should do i feel aimless

i want to be better i dont want to be abusive i want to fix our relationship