Update: never watched Battlestar before and this is some of the most fucked up shit I've ever seen.

Wanted to make the title similar for those who wanted me to come back when I finished. Well, I finished and ...I really don't know how to feel.

Well, as far as the show being fucked up, I like that it got worse before it for better. It made a lot of stuff hard to watch, but it felt real. Working, acting, casting, all fantastic.

Didn't realize I would be falling for Starbuck, but she was definitely the heart of the show for me. Maybe that's why I don't know how to feel yet.

I loved the combination of science fiction and mythology, very similar to what I was writing at the time.

I think I feel better not having answers to all the questions, but gods damn, that was one weird show when it was said and done.

I wish I had someone to watch it with, as I really can't process everything on my lonesome, even though I've been done for weeks. So I apologize that these are all disjointed thoughts.

I miss Starbuck. I saw a lot of myself in her and I've had a rough.. decade.. So I was really hoping for a happier ending than gone but what can you do.

I'll interact with comments, questions are cool, and again I'm sorry cause IDK what to say and I'm not sure when or if I will