K13: Johnny feeling conflicted about leaving

This was about to be a completely different post at first, but then I decided to keep on reading.💀 In the beginning, I was like is it me am I the problem? Because I didnt get Johnny feeling hesitant about his career for a girl. You know I understand that he loves the girl. But, this is your career you’ve been wanting this forever!!! What do you mean you’re hesitant?!?!?! As I continued reading I realize it’s not just her, it’s also his friends and he’s never felt like a real teenager. And then I was like ahhhhh this makes sense now. Being with Shannon made him realize everything he has been missing in life.

Sorry this is my first romance book and I’m not used to this😭