Idk if I’m scared anymore.

We almost got divorced, then she decided she wanted to try to figure things out.

But my needs will still not be met. So I think I’m actually mad now that she didn’t file for divorce.

Huh, so weird how that changed so quick. Now I’m the one that’s trapped.

I’m gonna ask for an open marriage I think. And if it’s a no; and I still won’t be having my own needs met, then I’m gonna bring up if she still wants a divorce. Because now I fucking hate her.