Possible eye surgery?

Wow, hi. I never thought there would be a community where people have my issue.

I have the growth in my skull, frontal lobe and around other areas I can’t remember off the top of my head. I got diagnosed when I was 12, I’m 27 now.

My eyes look super asymmetrical, especially in photos and videos and it looks like I have a lazy eye in them (I can barely see out of my left eye, the growth fucked my vision but I see fine in my right eye). I’ve seen pics of people in surgery, what exactly does the surgery do? Where can I find a surgeon?

I want to look like everyone else in photos and videos, I’d love to put myself out there and do film but I’m so self conscious of how I look so I hold back.

Thanks so much yall.