I’m 18y lost 20k

Wagered over 760k, all on roulette. Last week broke even, and even then my greed couldn’t handle the win. In 2 days trying to get back to the position I was in impulsively lost 20k, basically all my money, minus a car. Don’t really know were to go from here, was lucky enough to pay off my 2k in depts through gambling more. Honestly just hoping for a fresh start. Don’t know where to go from here…