I’m SO miserable

WHEN will this BS end???? I’ve been suffering since September and it’s taking a toll on my mental health. I know I should be grateful because people have it worse than me in life but man it’s hard to stay positive sometimes. I feel like doctors don’t know what to do, all they want is to throw pills at you rather than finding the root cause.

Will I never feel normal? Will the 24/7 bloating go away? Stomach pains, nausea?? All the neurological symptoms on top of that. I’m MISERABLE 😩😩😩