I need help (Please)
(Pls don't hate)
So I fucked up my jee. Used to score around 150 in mocks, got 75 in actual (22s2). Now I don't know what to do. My mind went completely blank on the d day. Did a lot of errors in my actual jee. How to do a comeback? How to not kms? My parents have a lot of expectations from me. I'll let them down. I really don't know how to get out of this mess. I've never felt so hollow inside. I know this is sounding like a stupid ranting about his stupid problem and his worthless life. Maybe I really am stupid. Fucked up in the head. I mean I completed my 80 percent syllabus before 15 jan but how the fuck did I went so low. I'm feel like I've exploded into a million pieces and I've been giving the task to put myself back together with my eyes closed. I'm not sure if anyone can help me now and I'm just gonna post this here. Maybe I can make a comeback. Maybe you'll be hearing about me in the news.