I just saw Living With Michael Jackson for the first time

Firstly, Michael is a total weirdo in the documentary. He had a cart in his hotel room where he would drive it around the hallways like he was a child even though he was a 44 year old grown man, I’m sure the people staying there must’ve hated him waking them up in the middle of the night and this grown-ass man horsing around like a little kid.

The way Michael talks about kids is quite unsettling and he definitely has this extreme fascination with them. Just to name some of the things he said, they were “When I see a child, I see the face of God” “All my inspirations for my music are from children”, “If all the children in the world died, I would drop myself off a cliff”.

Michael was also weird around his own kids : Prince, Paris, and Bigi (Blanket). Michael was very reluctant to give details about their bio mothers since they were born via surrogates, I don’t even know why he did it, but it’s bizarre.

He also insisted his children were black or at least half-black even they DO NOT look black whatsoever.

And most infamously, he openly admitted to sleeping in bed with children and he said it was the best way of showing love to someone. Why would a grown adult need to show children so much affection and love other than grooming them? I get the Gavin would have needed support since he was recovering from cancer, but you can support someone without crossing boundaries I man that’s just overkill.

Michael even said that his own children sleep with other adults he knows not showing any concern for it whatsoever as any sane parent would, yeah best father of the year.

I also found it weird how everywhere he went in public with his children, he would make them wear masks. I guess giving them anonymity is one thing, but they’re clearly his because Michael has one of the most unique appearances out there.

There was also a painting of him surrounded by naked white angel children just like his type that he would abuse and there was a black angel child in the corner that was left out from the others which says a lot considering Michael wasn’t that nice to other black people and it truly does reflect his fantasies.

Let’s not forget about how he built that while private amusement park and zoo at Neverland Ranch and it seems it’s whole purpose was luring children there so he could be among them and worse, abuse them. I feel like only someone with a disturbed fascination with children would put all that time and effort into that.

I could tell Martin Bashir was losing his brain cells listening to Michael be so weird and I don’t blame him at all, I myself was losing my own brain cells listening to Michael, he’s definitely quite different from what he appears to be on the surface.

It amazes me he got to die a saint even though the documentary clearly shows how creepy and troubled he was, but it did get the ball rolling for when he was charged with sexually abusing Gavin so at least there some sane people out there who knew his true colors.

What were your thoughts watching it?