Confused and scared

Hi so i dont do manifestation and that stuff normally, but this year i wanted to start a new Life with better relationships and things coming into my life, so i started with the pinterest vision board that everyone is doing on tiktok. Then i was like so in tune with my goals i was like i’m going to Watch YouTube videos as Well, i stumbled apon one which shows how to manifest a person by writing all the qualities of the person you want in a paper, i did it and built this paper with all the perfect qualities i wished for. But Then as i watched another video i saw in the comments that it was dangerous be cause it’s like a spell (which my religion dosent allow so im against it) and that it would come back to you in a bad way. Which made me requestion everything. I do not wish for a specific person nor do i want to mess with anyone’s free will. I would just like someone to appear in my life with all the qualities i wish for which would align with the version of myself i would like to be. Does that still count as manifesting an SP and induce the same types of « conséquences »? If so how to cancel, it was not my intention.

By the way if anyone could tell me more about this since i dont know much about it, it would be really nice