I sent my Grandmother some messages

Hello. My name is Gloria and I'm 17. My grandma had just turned 64 when she died unexpectedly by hemorrhaging internally. She died in 2024, it's been 3 months since she passed. The day we found out she died is really tragic and traumatizing for me. I still get anxiety remembering that day. Today, I still can't process it that much. She was the only grandparent i had physically alive in my lifetime. I sent some messages to her today. Will she see them or be able to know that I sent them to her? I know she actually won't be able to read them from her phone. But I just want her to sense the messages. If you have a grandparent or any loved one you have a good relationship with or love, please tell them you love them whenever you get the chance. People can be here physically one second, and the next thing you know, they're not. I didn't expect my grandmother to just die the way that she did. I'm definitely more spiritual since her passing. God bless y'all. 💜