I don't value money (how do I?)

I know there is a similar post like this here but I am not someone who thinks "I won't be taking it to my grave anyway".

I feel like I lack the motivation to earn more and in my field I can easily do that in a year but I feel like I am missing out on the motivation.

I have been sort of disconnected with my family because my mom wants to be independent and in the process tries keeping us away from financial troubles and such so I don't have critical responsibilities.

I tried to think about what I would like to go fishing and trekking and just experiencing things as such. But this seems not enough.

Anyone who has been in my place and got out of it, I'd love your ideas.