If there’s one thing I’m sick of….

Is constantly trying to read his mood and wondering what I’ve done wrong now. I almost obsessively try to figure out his mood because I’m traumatized. What’s he mad at now? Did I say something? Did I put the towel in the wrong spot? Did I leave the shower glass wet after I showered? Did I give the dog too much water? Did my family say something when they visited? Did I not say hi to him enthusiastically enough when he came home?….and the list goes on.

I’ve gotten much better at being less codependent and not caring but when you live with someone like this it feels like you’re constantly in trial in front of a judge, and I’m exhausted 😣 this is because when he’s mad at something he won’t say anything for a few days but there’ll be signs then dayssss later he’ll blow up!