We have no table

Since we moved into this place we haven't bought a kitchen table we have been using his one and only desk to eat at So I would eat on the bed sometimes bad habit.. Ik I'd lay a blanket on bed that we don't use and eat which he doesn't like only when he says it ok we can do so today I would eat on this container I have in the room mind you he hasn't spoken face to face with me by his self all day stomps Into the room with his dead look and low tone and says you can't eat in here follow the rules I say im Not eating in the bed and this is my room too he says is it really your room and repeats for me to go eat at the desk he was just sitting at Full of his stuff. I say you haven't talked to me all day expect to complain and he intturupts me and says I don't want to hear all that so I sit at the desk and eat I ask him Why can I eat in the room only when he says to and he says because it's when we eat together and starts complaining how I don't listen and how I ALWAYS eat in the room which is lie I didn't eat in the room all day yesterday then video on my laptop starts playing he gets offended cause I didn't pause it and says he'll not answer anymore questions I say ok

I fished eating now I feel sad and upset cause he treating me like he hates me and I know if I say something his going to place the blame back on Me.… so yeah I'm try to call my mom and take some sleep aid