Im starting to hate my content.

As the tittle says lately im starting to hate every video that I make. A month ago i uploaded a video and it performed above my expectations almost 12k views, 1,3 k watch hours and +290 subs. Since then i uploaded 4 new videos one is at 1k views and the others betwen 300-500. And I really liked the videos that i made. But I don’t know recently i started to hate them. I can’t even rewatch them to analyse what to do better. I don’t know if that’s because i can replicate the success of the 12k video or is it something else. I really have no idea. Has anything similar happened to you? How did you get over that? Sorry if i made mistakes in my writing, english is not my first language. Thank you for any advice