My girlfriend broke up with me because of porn

Hello everyone,

I was and I am struggling from my porn addiction quite a long, since I was a 11-12 child (I am 23M now). Few months ago I stepped into relationship. We knew each other, I was studying with her for a year and we were making a project together. Started texting little after and.... we got into each other.

She was my first girlfriend, it was amazing to have someone to talk with about nonsenses and struggles, her and mine. I wouldn't say I loved her. But it was relation worth developing. I felt myself with her.

It was quite fresh relationship, so we had sex only twice (I haven't done it before). First time was great, second time, she wanted me to finish by her blowjob.
But I couldn't.... Ironic, before all of it I was afraid I will cum in few seconds and it turned to be completely opposite.

I started to be so upset about it and how she can feel, started talking and told her about my porn addiction. She wasn't so happy. After 1 week, things started to be worse between us, and then after 3 weeks she broke up with me (few days ago). She clearly said that its because of it and that we don't match each other. I feel it that its mostly if not 100 % because of porn.

I am here to warn you. Don't do it for yourself. Don't watch porn. It hurts you, but also hurts others.
Don't ruin what you will or what you already build! Stay strong!

I will stay strong as well, over one month already without fap/porn. Now I know even more what it really costs you...