Failed?

Well, a month and half ago I fell in love. Since that day, I stopped every single masturbation activity, until today. It's been 45 days of nofap, but I can't see this as a failure, as I WANTED to finish it, to restart masturbation without exceding anymore (before nofap I fapped like everyday, sometimes more than once, now I want to reduce it A LOT).

Actually, after a "nofap journey" I feel really better, but I don't really know what should my "target" about fapping should be.