i think my life is over

i am from india and i have done BA in economics. i wanna do masters in psychology, but i wasn’t able to do my BA in psychology and that will be a problem. Right now i have a kt in my sem 5 (sem 6 is clear) and ill have to wait till january to give that exam. I will only be able to take psychology for masters this year as the rules will change next year and BA in psychology will become compulsory in 2025 so i wont be able to take psych ever again. I admit that i should have worked harder and better but my situation at home and my mental health all contributed to my poor academics. I really dont know what to do rn i feel so lost and im such a fucking loser. I think my life is truly over and idek what to do anymore because everyone will be disappointed if they find out how my kt is not clear and ill have a drop.