I(17F) AM SO TIRED ON MY GRANDMA!

I (17F) have my 12th practical exam today, and I slept late last night. I planned to wake up at 6 AM to travel with my dad, but my grandma started yelling for me to get up at 4:30. Even my dad told her to stop, but she wouldn’t.

She’s always like this—constantly nagging over the smallest things. If I don’t do exactly what she says, she’ll go on hour-long rants and say things like, “Kids like you are better off dead” "why were you even born" It’s toxic, and I’m so done. Can you just SHUT UP FOR A SEC ?! So I can BREATHE peacefully?!

My mom tells me not to take her words seriously, but how can I not? I’m at my limit. I just needed to vent. I hope she goes oldage home or something cause FUCK! THIS IS SO FRUSTRATING! I AM ON THE VERGE OF TEARS!