mahirap

ang hirap pala talaga icompare sarili sa iba, so now i have a gf na madalas kasama friends nya, this including a guy na super talino, matangkad, sporty, might be jack of all trades. he has a jowa naman so i knlw they are friends lang talaga with my GF but bakit pag nagkwekwento sya about sa ginagawa nilang friend group especially with the guy" how she praises him pag may achievments sya or what. bakit nasasaktan ako and parang nagseselos ako and naiinsecure and almost 1 yr na nangyayare to and parang all ofmy self confidence is gone