27M lost virginity today to a 30F

Arrived in Pattaya today. Sold $5k crypto got some THB & USD bills.

Evening 4pm went to Soi honey 2. Felt so over whelming. So many girls with big boobs looking at me and calling me to choose them. I got scared. Mamasan showed me a rate card but I didn’t know what to do, I just told them I need time to think, went back and got a drink. Somehow I got my heart on that lady who was first to call me. I saw many young women there who didn’t notice me that much I think. So after like 10 mins called mamasan and told the number, she was blue (not the high tier ones). She got happy and staff also kind of congratulated her. Later after talking I learned she is 30. She took me to the room and oh my god, the massage was crazy, I mean best 10 mins of erotic massage. Later on bed she sat on my dick but I was not cuming. She tried best but I was not cumming. Even changed position to missionary and I think I did it 2 mins straight but I didn’t feel like coming so I got demotivated and stopped (I did not run out of breath or stamina, I am into running and practiced my usual breathing during the humping). Eventually she started giving me hand job on condom lol. My dick started paining. I wished I come and get over this disaster. So I suggested to remove condom and do it to me. I did come, all over her hands, she seemed disgusted, I tipped her 500 bht for agreeing to finish me over raw HJ + she was first lady who had me inside. But I’m worried why didn’t I cum while dick inside her, why didn’t sex turn me on that much.

Maybe it was because she wasn’t the hottest girl. Not sure if I’d come if I selected the top model.

Somehow I have the blowjob and handjob fantasy (even hair job lol). I think I have seen too much porn and masturbated on blowjob scenes like 90% of the time. My weakness is pony hair or coloured hair. Maybe I need them pony lips sucking on raw dick.

I’ve made my decision. I’m willing to pay for sex but not really have sex, I’m happy with raw BJ in the night, cuddle them in the night, maybe raw BJ in the morning. Not sure if I am missing some fun but that soapie sex didn’t seem fun at all.

• Does TF/FL girls do raw BJ?
• Do Soi6 girls do raw BJ?
• Do I have to ask them specifically about raw BJ or is it implied? How do I ask them for CIM COF?
• BJ bars recommendations please. Can I bar fine them? Want her to suck while I sit in the balcony smoking weed.
• I have fetish to hold hair. Which kind of girls will let me do that? Soapie girl had a hair cap on her.