I’m honestly kind of giving up here..

I’ve been vaping so much recently and I just can’t get myself to stop as much as I want to. I’m doing nicotine gum with it but I literally will run back home if I left my vape before going somewhere. It used to be so easy for me to quit but now it just feels never ending.

I think I’m getting nic sick too or withdrawal symptoms? I get so nauseous and heat flashes.. I just want to quit when feeling like this. I swore after my last vape I’d quit vaping but I literally lasted just a day.

I really want to try again after this vape finishes but I’m so scared I’ll give in again. It’s honestly bad for me but idk what to do to cope with my anxiety and when going out wanting to vape. I could just be doing work and best believe my vape will be next to me. Also I have an ED so gaining weight after stopping is so scary to me.