Do you think he ever gets used to it?

This is a question mostly for anime-onlys like myself but...do you think Beep Beep (I have never called him by his actual name. I amuse myself) ever gets used to seeing everyone he cares about die?

Like....numb to it. Ugh...what am I trying to say here...

Ok let's say Emilia dies right in front of him. Do you think Beep Beep thinks to himself "Oh for fucks sake..." and then takes out a knife to slit his throat just so he can try again?

Or does it ALWAYS bother him to the point that he'd never do that? Other than when he jumped off the cliff.

Personally, I think I'd go numb to all of it eventually. I love my family and all but if I had the (unfortunate) ability to just restart everything by going to sleep or dying or whatever version of the Groundhog Day rules I'm stuck with...I think I'd eventually just start to get annoyed.

Think Supernatural or South Park. Kenny and Sam both get annoyed with everything at some point. Kenny unalives himself just to get a nap in and every time Dean dies in some stupid way, Sam just gets more and more agitated.

Gonna mark this NSFW because it does discuss a heavy topic.