Feeling Inadequate?

The last semester I spent in quarantine will all rotations cancelled, and believe me you, I did not study, I enjoyed that time off. Thing is, now I almost regret not keeping up my anki cards and studying. Sub-Is carry half my patient load and answer twice as many pimp questions right. I just feel like a note monkey and order robot most of the time, don't know how much I'm actually learning. And after a 14h day on my 6th day of the week, the last thing I want to do with my 2h at home is study. Anyone else??