does anyone else feel a sense of heaviness on their bday?

i’m not talking about depression necessarily. just a sense of overwhelming heaviness that you cant quite put your finger on where it’s coming from. i’ve always felt this on/around my birthdays an adult. idk if its just this time of year in general or what. one of my theories is because the sun is transiting over my natal pluto in sag (and my sun ofc). it just feels so fuckin heavy (almost dark) even when i’m in a good mood/trying to be. there’s also a sense of generally potent energy, like whatever i pray for now will certainly come about soon. i’ve known that to be true over the years.

anyways, happy birthday y’all. go fuck some shit up 🔥

-12/2 ♐️