I really feel like giving up on everything because im not good enough.

I M17 am currently struggling with school i am just so tired of it, i'm tired of not being enough and trying my hardest and it still not being enough. I just want it to be over, im tired of being judged for not being smart at math. I know this sounds like someone who is just complaining about things not going their way. im homed school, with Primavera. I have no friends what so ever im so lonely. I just fucking hate math. i really wish i had someone to talk to besides people i know at home. i also know if i really to give up ill just be called a bitch or pussy for taking the easy way out.