leader burnout vent

ever since i became a leader my anxiety and depression have came back in full swing. i’m tired of the culture at my store. my SD and half the ETLs will act cool with you then talk badly behind your back. SD is mad because we aren’t coaching tms for every little thing. every other week i have to work 6 days in a row and when i finally get my days off i just want to bed rot. i’ve been job searching for the past two months and am struggling. i’m so tempted to just quit and take a break from working for a little bit but i have bills to pay. i genuinely don’t feel like myself anymore. any other leaders experiencing this?