Life has been hard so here's some Sinclair yaoi schizophrenia
My ideal future with Sinclair
First off, when I wake up I wanna also wake him up by giving him a blowjob, and after some time, waking him up. Then I want him to start absolutely railing me right off the start to normally wake both of us up, and then Sinclair proceeds to do his morning routine. He brings me everywhere while doing it, he's so nice! After all of that, he finally finished inside of me and leaves for work, but first gives me a gentle kiss on the forehead. I then proceed to take care of our nice lil house, prepare food for him when he comes back and choose out a custom outfit for tonight. It's around time Sinclair comes back, but he hasn't yet! Did something go wrong? No, I doubt it, Sinclair is strong. By the time I finish the thought, I hear our door opening; it's him! But... He's all bloody and wearing a different outfit... It's Sinclair's identity from N corp! He sees me in a maid outfit and just can't resist, so he proceeds to drag me to our bedroom and we start doing it for multiple, many hours. By the 3rd hour, I realize I won't get even a wink of sleep, but I'm completely fine with it as being in Sinclair's warm embrace is more than enough for me. In the middle of it, he goes back to normal and gets all flustered and embarrassed, but I calmly hug him, telling him it's all fine and he can continue. We then fuck for the entire night.
I'd say I'm pretty mentally sane, if I'm honest.
Life may be hard but I'm harder (for Sinclair)
1st/2nd images are from birdlineage