My anxiety is so high

I am on the combo pill Junel Fe 1/20 and take it on time everyday never missed a dose. I also use condoms + withdrawal with my boyfriend every single time and the condoms have always been intact. But my biggest fear is getting precum on the outside or something leaking out but I almost always see him finish into the condom when he withdrawals. I am very anxious about pregnancy and I know it’s a low low chance but every month I put myself through this back and forth when I feel symptoms. Here is what I am experiencing:

• Right breast is enlarged with some soreness on the side but is going away
• cramping like I’m about to get my period but it’s dull cramping not a bad pain
• pain on and off in my left ovary area that comes and goes. i had one sharp twinge in my left ovary last night but not since
• my right ankle is swollen compared to my left. i have gained weight cause of the pill so it may be water retention but it went away for a few days over the weekend and i just noticed it is swollen again.

I know the only way to be sure is to take a test and I plan to but it’s evening right now and I guess it’s best to take first thing in the morning with the first pee of the day. I had a normal withdrawal bleed last month it was a medium flow with some lining coming out so I didn’t take a test last month as no lining would be coming out if I were pregnant. I can’t wait for my pseudo period this month because I am skipping the placebo pills next week because I will be on vacation and I am going straight into a new pill pack so I don’t bleed.

Help a girl not be so freaked out!