Any other new CDL Drivers having a hard time finding work?

Fucking hell I've only applied to damn near 20 different companies and recruiting agencies. Been through half a dozen different jobs boards. Checked all my local companies. Drugs screens good, medical is fine, Job history is consistent no big unemployment gaps. 1 ticket over a year old that none of the companies and a problem with when I asked. Question for the experienced drivers. Did yall have a hell of a time finding work? Is this just the brutal cutthroat nature of being a new driver? Should I just give up and be a school bus driver? What are good jobs for fucking stupid idiots?