i hate being tall as a woman

hi, i'm 20F and a woman who's always been taller. i'm 5'8, which isn't INSANELY tall, but i'm taller than the majority of people. whenever other women around me are telling me how short they feel, it makes me feel masculine and unattractive, like a monster who's undesirable. i do have a boyfriend who is taller than me, so with him i don't feel as huge. but around other women, i feel as though i stick out like a sore thumb.

let alone buying shoes. there are never any cute, inexpensive shoes in my size. i always have to buy unisex shoes or try to find custom ones, and they're usually overpriced. i just want cute demonias or something, not timberlands.

i know this just sounds like a post of me complaining, when other women have it worse and are far taller than me, but is that not what the subreddit is for? thanks to whoever read this :)

edit: thank you all for taking the time to comment such nice things. i love looking at all of your different outlooks and perspectives