How many of you are skeptical about this attempt ?

I mean you don't feel confident about the prep ? You're thinking of skipping this year ? Notes have not been consolidated ? Still watching lectures ?

I feel ashamed to even ask this. I feel sad. I feel scared. And too many thoughts whole filling the form. I just want to cry.

So I'm just trying to look if there are people here like me ? I don't even have energy to type more than this.