first colonoscopy without sedation experience

So this was my second colonoscopy but first one with no sedation. I've heard it's very uncomfortable but holy hell, it was very painful, I feel violated. They only went half up my colon before deciding to end it there 'cause it was too much. Unfortunately I'm still not in full remission as there was a little bit of inflammation but calprotectin level was only 200 compared to 800 3 months ago.

I thought even with no sedation colonoscopy is a breeze, from what I've seen from some of you buy damn, never again.

And btw, I didn't do sedation because of someone else needing to drive me home and I have no one to do that for me since I live in a new city before anyone comments lol.

Sorry about the rant but had to get it out.