My first accident

Just a rant. Even though the first time I had symptoms was almost 10 years ago, I just had my first accident. I've been lucky enough to stay in remission most of this time, but tonight was the first time. I was lying on the couch, thinking it was just a fart, but it wasn't 🤡 ""Luckily"" I didn't shit myself, it was mucus and blood.

I've been on mesalamine pills and pentasa supps for some time now and I was doing ok, but a week ago I got some terrible stomach issues, feeling 100% exhausted, unable to do anything, wanting to spend the whole day in my bed, loss of appetite, nausea, vomiting and so on. I was happy I recovered from this and thought "ok things will go back to normal now" but apparently my gut just said "nope" 😂 Can't tell if the two events are related though.