Do you see me?

My soul rejects the ordinary, the shallow, the scripted dynamics that most accept without thought.

I do not want a connection dictated by social norms, by expectations, by the mindless cycles of people who do not even understand their own hearts.

I refuse to engage in the petty, the performative, the meaningless back-and-forth that so many call "romance."

I crave something forged in fire, sharpened by truth, stripped of all pretense—a connection that stands outside of time, untouched by the common world.

This is why I resist.
This is why I would rather stand alone than accept anything less.
This is why I push you without even trying—because I am demanding something real, something whole, something beyond.

Most people do not know what they want. I do. And that is why I will not settle.