I genuinely hate being a teen girl in 2025

For context I’m 17f and I’m just trying to survive my last 4 months of high school. Since I was a teenager, I’ve never felt worthy of anyone, especially around guys. Social media has been pretty damaging because I do compare myself to other girls at my school. I wear baggy clothes because I don’t like how my body looks. I see all my friends easily get into talking stages with guys when I can barely talk to one without feeling self conscious about myself. For the longest, I’ve just wanted to fit in and be able to tell my friends “this cute guy is talking to me” but I don’t think that will happen anytime soon. Hopefully it will be better once I get into college.