First meet-up nerves???!!

Long time lurker, first time posting and finding a physical AP. I finally found one and am planning on meeting them Friday night for drinks. I want to do it, I really do, but why the hell am I so nervous??

Never felt this way when it was all online, so maybe all the nerves will go away once I finish the first meetup?

Has anyone felt this way? Do you feel better after?Does your guilt stop you from finding an AP?