I sometimes go through periods where I'm not sure whether I want to externally present my alterhumanity

I'm someone who is bold enough to outwardly be alterhuman once I have the resources. I think you could call me transspecies. However, there are some times where I wonder if it's worth it, and a part of me is scared of spending time and money, and becoming more of a social outcast, only to find out that I don't care much for the results.

I know I'm alterhuman, that's not going to change. But sometimes I question just how much I should do about that.

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That being said, I really want a tail. And digitigrade legs. Etc.