HELP MEEE WITH POST ARCANE DEPRESSION

I finished the show 2 days ago and I am in shambles. It has affected my life, my job, my feelings like it really messed me up - especially the Ekko / Jinx/Powder feels so tragic. I keep telling myself its not as bad because

it's not like AU Powder lost her Ekko. That's good.

It sucks that Ekko left and their last glance at each other was heartbreakingly beautiful but the Ekko/Jinx scene was really nice (sux that a lot was deleted)

Ekko lighting that single piece of paper crushed me. I keep reminding myself that Jinx lived and went to another region so while difficult, it's not impossible.

But nothing, nothing stands up to the scene with Ekko and AU Powder dancing and the Stromae/Pomme song playing, their kiss. That song gives me this feeling of intense grieving, my hats off to Stromae, idek french but I understood the feeling so well. I'm just unable to cope because of that scene + song. This has kept me in limbo the longest.

Thanks for listening guys. Hope we'll get closure in the upcoming projects. Tell me how it's breaking you 😭