Clothing recommendations for a 5’9 210 lb nonbinary AMAB person?

Born Alexander, recently decided on the name Alexandria. I feel so much loss of self esteem in my height and size, cause my partner is a cis female who is 5’2, and 140 lbs, and I really don’t have any good women’s clothes. My girlfriend has been so supportive and loving which means a lot. Any other trans women or AMAB nonbinary people with a feminine lean who’d be willing to give some input what they like and some recommendations? Looking for some nice t shirts, women’s shorts, etc, and a great cheap makeup brand. I know it sounds silly but as I said, my size makes me struggle to fit in with other women and feminine presenting people. 😫