My last couple months home??

I am in 12th and I realised that I would be leaving my home for college after a couple months. There are no good colleges in my city for the course I wish to pursue.

I know that it is an important part of my life and it will build my career but I can’t digest the fact that I would have to leave my family in a couple months.

I am extremely close with my family. They are all amazing people. I don’t know how I will live without my parents. I don’t know how my little sister would live without me, she is just 9 years old. Would she be able to handle her life without the support of her older brother. Would my parents be happy while their son leave?I love all of them very much.

How do I deal with all of these doubts and feelings? I feel that it is necessary to leave my city for a brighter future but it also feels as if I am sacrificing the best part of my life, that is my family.