I’m 30 and I want to go to college

I’ve been through a lot in my adult life. I was in a very bad situationship for 8 years, I was 18 when we met and didn’t get away from him until I was 26 about to be 27.

I’ve learned a lot about myself and found myself along the way since then. My life is totally different now. I have an 8 month old daughter, an amazing fiancé and I work. But I want to take things a step further.

I want to pursue a college degree, I’m still trying to decide what for though. I currently work at an ABA clinic and I’m definitely not passionate about it. I also want a career, not just a job.

I have no idea what I want to do though. I know I want to set a good example for our children, I want to have stability and have my own decent income as well. I know I’m interested in healthcare (not nursing though) I’m interested in radiologic technology, surgical technician, I’m even interested in software development. It’s just so much to consider.

It’s really daunting, I’ve always struggled with math so I already know that’s going to be my weaker subject. I’ve applied to the local college however, I have to take the TSI2 and if I don’t pass that I’m going to have to take the remedial courses… which is really the only thing stopping me is that assessment. I’m so terrified I’m not smart enough. Not to mention juggling a baby and life on top of everything else.

I just know if I don’t start soon, I’ll regret it and wish I would’ve when I’m 35. Anyway, any advice or encouragement is welcome. I just wanted to share my thoughts.